So I was looking for that one thing that would put me in a better mood and I caved and dyed my hair again; Pink! My mom hates it but my very judgmental father told me "it looks very youthful, you're only young once" so that's the best I could get from him haha. My hair is there for me and not for anyone else, though. I survive on finding new things to do with myself to make me happy and not worry about what everyone else is thinking in their heads. It's hard but it's time that I evolve and change into who I want to be. I want to re-create myself.
On a completely other level, I was thinking the other night when I was falling asleep about relationships and about the touchy subject as "the other woman" aka the home wrecker of relationships. I hate that girl, every girl hates that girl, yet she still shows up from time to time. Everyone knows it. There's that one girl that you could never compete with that happens to be showing interest in your boyfriend (and what's under his belt). She's beautiful and mysterious and brings something to your boyfriend's life that you could never bring. I've met these woman and they destroyed my hopes and dreams within a one month span. They straight up live for the thrill of making someone cheat on their girlfriend with them. They love how they feel like a better and prettier person.
I've never been that woman but I was thinking about it from their perspective for awhile. What if you meet someone who is in a relationship that they aren't happy with and you like them and want to spend time with them and connect with them? What if the problem isn't the other woman but the fear of ending something you've had for awhile for something new. Fear of change. Fear of a different routine. If you're that other woman don't you think that if he left/cheated on his current girlfriend for you that he is capable of doing it all over again?
Once again, I'm just thinking too much. I am just so curious about the life of the other woman. What goes through their head and what makes them such a threat. I would never ever be the other woman. If someone is in a relationship then they're off limits (girl code) even if they just got out of a relationship I would never be the next girl a week or a month later. There will be a grieving period of sorts that that person goes through, each in different ways, and they need to go through that in order to be happy with someone else. Never give into someone too fast. Don't start daydreaming what life would be like with that person or rely on that person to always be there for you if you are interested because they aren't. They've got baggage that they need to drop before they can