I get into this state of mind I call "wonderland" and I seem to have molded this within my life. Every single time I think I have a grip on my life something happens where I am pushed in the opposite direction or people decide to use gossip to let their emotions out on me. I don't like this. I refuse to give into the negative which is why I live in wonderland. I believe in the best in people. I believe that people who do horrible things are hurting inside. Not everyone's going to like you and vise versa. That's guaranteed. You don't need to hash out your emotions on others. Yes, situations happen when you get hurt and you feel betrayed so you seek to destroy those feelings by making someone else feel them. Misery loves company but I refuse to give in to that. I trust myself and I trust my intuition. If something makes me happy then I'm going to run with it, closing my ears to the talk. If I fall down then I will pick myself up and be happy that I did everything in my power to make it work.
I hate social media. Ironic because that is how you are reading this. I think that people spend too much time getting caught up in everyone else's lives and retreat to texting people and taking pictures instead of living in the now. That's all you have. You can sit there pissed off about certain people or situations or you can take advantage of the time you have. This is the youngest we're ever going to be. Daydream and dream big. Make something amazing. See the beauty where others see ugly. Be your own person and stop trying to impress the ones around you. It's exhausting to be someone else, I was someone else for a very long time.
I won't let you bring me down.