I've fallin in love with the idea of starting somewhere new.
I always get lost inside the thoughts in my head; daydreaming the days away. I've always adored the idea of just leaving and going somewhere new where nobody knows my name and possibilities become endless. Everybody says that they want to leave this town, but rarely does anybody go. I find myself wondering if everyone is just stuck on the same idea that I am. I wonder if everyone is just as afraid as I am of change and moving on.
I've moved on way too many times in my life with different people, different places, and different things. It's almost like you never feel safe with where you are or what you have because you know that one of these days you're going to get sidelined out of nowhere and have to move on from the things you love today. Change is inevitable. It's the structure of life. Without change, our lives would be boring, we wouldn't have any stories to tell.
I just hope that in 20 years when I look back at my life I can say that I did everything in my power to be happy. That I never let money become the soul purpose that I lived the way I did. I just hope that I look back at all of the people who have been there for me and smile at the craziness that has become my life.
& when I'm 80 years old, I just want to be filled with stories, both good and bad, that I can laugh at with whoever is still by my side. I want a good life. All I want is to be happy. I know that in order for this to become true I need to stop being so damn afraid of change and moving on. I need to embrace it. I need to stay positive and always only think good things of myself. I need to know that whatever choices I make will forever be the k