I forgot to post these two gems. Enjoy!
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So it's Sunday night and almost 7:00pm. Sundays always make me feel so lazy and all I want to do is sleep or watch movies. Except for the fact that all of my classes' homework is scheduled for monday aka I have to work the shit out of today. I'm going to school for my passion so with that being said, sometimes I just want to crawl under my sheets and daydream until I fall asleep and dream.
I am not the biggest fan of schedules or being told what to do and when it needs to be done. I like working at my own speed and perfecting something before I hand it away to be criticized. Of course, the Breaking Bad marathon is on right now and I can't help but look up at the TV and watch instead of working on the project I have due tomorrow that's worth 20% of my grade. I work better when it's dark outside anyway. It's like "House At The End Of The Street" says, it's almost like everyone has turned their minds off so it leaves me more room to create. I love the idea of that. There's something so beautiful about it. I'm blogging right now. I'm holding off doing anything productive. I need to be productive. I digress. School IS really important to me, as much as I complain about it. I love learning more about film and perfecting what I already know. I'm happy with where I'm at in this crazy world. I've got a lot going for me as much as people say that I'm going no where with what I'm doing. I've been proving everyone wrong my entire life. They all said I'd never stay sober and now I'm over 3 years. They said I'd never make it out alive, and here I am writing to you. Words are harsh and can damage a life, it just depends on what you decide you want to do with the words that matters. Let it fuel your fire. Let it spark passion and inspiration. Okay, now I'm going to start my homework and ace the shit out of it. Goodnight <3 xoxo. Right now I need: Coffee To catch up on homework To sleep less Stop complaining Smile more Take more chances Laugh at myself Believe I can do this Stay positive Dr. Pepper To read a book that takes me far away To be thankful To give people the chances they deserve To stop letting people take advantage of me To stand up for myself being melissa von meets amour filmsamourFILMS doesn't necessarily share the views and opinions depicted in Being Melissa Von's vlog or blog. amourFILMS has helped me out with re-creating my "brand" of my vlog and I'm so excited to see what the future holds with the help of amourFILMS! Basically they just helped me out with an awesome introductions and amazing credits. The rest is just my sloppy photobooth recording of me talking to myself about myself. I'm trying to see if I can upgrade to my sony FS100. Fingers crossed. So I went to check out my myspace tonight, it's been so long, and apparently they decided to fuck that website up more. I miss the classic layout. Anyway, so going through the rubble that was my site I came across a few pictures that I literally laughed out loud at. I know scene died along with myspace, but my pictures didn't. Yikes.
I saved you the trouble of trying to find these pictures on the clusterfuck that is myspace. Here you go; judge me. No... but really. I'm laughing at myself for this era of my life. "So la di da di, we like to party, dancing with 'Miley'" This song is going to be forever stuck in my head & I know she pokes towards saying "dancing with Molly" aka the drug aka just say what you mean, girl! & she sings about getting "so turned up" by a line in a bathroom aka cocaine. Everyone is freaking out about this. Whatever guys, seriously. We all have had a specific time in our lives where we've pushed the limits a little too far. People just have this fear of becoming irrelevant which I think has a lot to do with the Miley Cyrus song & Video chaos that has consumed the world wide web. Whenever someone stands out, other people get all panic-y and freak out about blah blah blah because they have boring lives and love to judge others but get crushed when others judge them. Just do you and let everyone else do them. It's really not the end of the world. So Miley has a fake grill and is air humping on the bed, tell me what you were like in college and I ensure you that the roles are basically equal. We all do things when we're young to find ourselves. Don't judge someone just because they sin differently than you. Let the bitch have fun! |
melissa von | 25 | lancaster | single mama | sober | positive vibes
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