So it's Sunday night and almost 7:00pm. Sundays always make me feel so lazy and all I want to do is sleep or watch movies. Except for the fact that all of my classes' homework is scheduled for monday aka I have to work the shit out of today. I'm going to school for my passion so with that being said, sometimes I just want to crawl under my sheets and daydream until I fall asleep and dream.
I am not the biggest fan of schedules or being told what to do and when it needs to be done. I like working at my own speed and perfecting something before I hand it away to be criticized. Of course, the Breaking Bad marathon is on right now and I can't help but look up at the TV and watch instead of working on the project I have due tomorrow that's worth 20% of my grade. I work better when it's dark outside anyway. It's like "House At The End Of The Street" says, it's almost like everyone has turned their minds off so it leaves me more room to create. I love the idea of that. There's something so beautiful about it.
I'm blogging right now. I'm holding off doing anything productive. I need to be productive. I digress. School IS really important to me, as much as I complain about it. I love learning more about film and perfecting what I already know. I'm happy with where I'm at in this crazy world. I've got a lot going for me as much as people say that I'm going no where with what I'm doing. I've been proving everyone wrong my entire life. They all said I'd never stay sober and now I'm over 3 years. They said I'd never make it out alive, and here I am writing to you. Words are harsh and can damage a life, it just depends on what you decide you want to do with the words that matters. Let it fuel your fire. Let it spark passion and inspiration.
Okay, now I'm going to start my homework and ace the shit out of it. Goodnight <3