Happy 21st birthday!!!!
You're finally 21! That's amazing, I feel like we've been waiting for forever for this day. I'm so happy that you're finally able to go out to the bars, finally. This is a big day! I know that you're going to have so much fun! Don't go too cray! I am so sorry I cannot make it out for your birthday night. I wish that I could be there but I have a very stressful and scary meeting tomorrow and I'm not sure that I'll be mentally alright to see you and everyone! I did get you a present, kinda. Haha. It's nothing big and amazing, it's just something I saw and I thought of you right away and I know you can create amazing things because of it.
I genuinely hope that you are happy. I'm such a shitty friend. I've been so selfish, but someday soon I think I'll be okay enough to become the best friends that we are. You are my best friend. We've been through so much together for only knowing each other for three years! I'm lucky to have you in my life. I always think about the memories we had. Our guilty trips to McDonalds after telling ourselves that we were going to get healthy. All the nights we spent on my grandfather's porch watching tv shows and laughing and playing skip-bo, all the trips we took in the PT, the nights we spent awake until 6am just laughing so much that it hurt. Those memories will never leave my mind. It's been awhile since someone has accepted me for me and didn't judge me for all of my faults.
You've always been there for me. Through the horrible relationship drama, driving me everywhere, being there when I was upset and being there when I was happy. I think it's so rare to find a friend that is 100% there for you. I'm sorry I haven't done the same lately. I'm working on it though.
I wish nothing but the best for you on your birthday. You're 21, go raise some hell. Miss you!
Happy birthday, lovey!